Have you ever done things you weren't completely 100% happy about, but you just kept doing them?
As you keep doing it, you keep being 55-70% in enjoyment of it? Or less.
That is... You aren't very satisfied with it.
Ugg, it doesn't improve does it?
In fact, this can last for years. I mean yeeeeaaars
Write something about yourself. No need to be fancy, just an overview.